0k..time for me t0 update..
24 Feb - 25 Feb: Had Interact Club Camp at sc0ol..Quite b0rin ah..but slack abis ah..fun ah.
26 Feb: Siti asked me 0ut last min..but it's 0k wif me. Went t0 tamp, th0ught dat Sp0tlight was still available there..but it was already cl0sed. So we walked2..then went t0 Coffee Bean to chill wif my 0ther 2 frens. Otw there, saw Nab in Deli. Well, i c0uld sense the kind 0f 'nak taknak nye' smile. I waved t0 her. Well, dat's it ah. Didn't talk 0r watsoever.
After chillin at CB till ard 21:30 hrs, me and siti ate at BK. I saw Nadya..She's still pretty like f0rever ah..Talked t0 her..Then she went 0ff.
Durin the bus ride h0me, I was c0vering my m0uth all the way. Was feelin very nausea..Dat's the prob wif me la..Cepat mab0k! Felt very sick.. 0nce i alighted, I f0rced myself t0 walk home. By the time I reached my driveway, I threw up...Ewwww..
* Thanks t0 siti eh..f0r blanjaning me...hehe *
27 Feb: Wan picked me up fr0m sco0l. Went t0 eat at P.S and watched The Pink Panther. It's been a l0ong time since we last watch a m0vie together. The m0vie? Super hilari0us..Very dumb ah the inspect0r..Had a g0od laugh.
Next m0vies t0 watch?
1. Underw0rld:Evoluti0n
2. Big Momma's House 2 ( Martin Lawrence is a very super funny guy. I enj0y his actings.)
Durin Marketin Class when we were supp0sed to concentrate 0n our project, we were crapping... makin stupid dance steps, stunts 0n "flying chairs", cann0t-make-it m0dels catwalks..
I wld like t0 share a very funny vide0 which reminds me 0f Syam..u kn0w y?cos he was making stupid techn0 mooves..haha..which Qie to0k a vide0 of it's act..Prolly Syam can get m0re techn0 m0ves fr0m them...Wth.
http://www.youtube.com/?v=rREBx171s_U
Firstly, I dun celebrate V Day but Friendship Day.
How did I celebrate Friendship Day 2006?
Went to eat at Toa Payoh Pizza Hut with Qie, Huda, San-shine, Faezah, Michy, Nadzi, Nurul and Syam. I ordered Bolognaise (did i spell it rite?) Spaghetti and it was nice. I finished the wh0le plate despite of constant tastin of other orders as well.
Took pixs..Haha..Cracked the whole outlet i guess with our laughter..
Thanks to:
1. Huda - Ur self-made Ferrero Rocher Flower
2. Qie - Ur s0oper nice Nutella Cake ( i told ya go and open Bakery Shop rite? i be the fo0d critic ) 0k..dat's lame
3. Nadzi - Ur s0o chocolatey dark Choc Cookies
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In overall, today is the WORST day 0f my life..BUT..
having g0od time eatin with them all was the best part of my day today.
How NAIVE i can still be?!Yes..I'm feeling very rotten n0w.
I heard a confession made by someone wh0m i trust more than i trust myself. Sorry ppl, but whatever and whoever it is, i shall keep it in my BROKEN heart. I dun want to invite any hatred in anyone. I cried my lungs 0ut..Loss for words..I forgived u but I'll let u know..
You just t0ok 1% off my trust in u.
Thankyouverymuch.
Lastly, HAPPY V DAY to those who are totally engrossed with love and HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY to those who are still searching for the one.
The O Level results were 0ut ytd..My sis received her results..Not quite expected..dun be t0o disappointed..At least rite now, u can make a better choice than i did last 2 yrs..
Well, i'm not sayin dat ITE is no g0od..but IF only i ret0ok my paper last time.Ok fine!I know it's hopeless to reminisce on the past.But l0okin at my current standard..I barely can make it..I'm just scared dat I would be neither here nor there..
Dun get it?Ooh..nvm.
FOCUS.
I be graduatin in like 6 wks if i'm n0t wrong..?
This is goin to be my Last Semester and I have to get the best GPA points to qualify me to Poly..Pleasee...*Praying hard*
Today at sc0ol, I was very sleepy. Tryin n0t to fall asleep but well,kn0win me..cannot tahan anym0re. Bum for a while durin Thinkin Skills. Didn't even b0ther to take down the notes.. Slept quite late ytd and dunn0 for wat god reason..I had to open my eyes and check the time, it was 0nly 3 am. After dat, I c0uld not sleep back. Haiyah..Forced myself to attend f0r assembly cos of Huda's locker key which I forgot to return it t0 her last wk.
Went 0ut wif ayul ytd. Planned to watch Memoirs of a Geisha at Cineleisure since it's d early sh0w. By the time, we reached there, there were n0 more good seats available. We took a bus to Suntec. Eventually, we watched at Eng Wah at a later sh0w. We ate..talked..walked2..nice ah..
The last time we had a conversation btw us 0nly was at Marina while waitin f0r Sab..rmber?
Hmm..pers0nally, the movie was n0t dat excitin. The storyline was quite vague. Ok fine..u can't possibly fit a n0vel of 400+ pgs int0 one time slot..But the music and sceneries in the m0vie was realistic and beautiful.
After m0vie, ended up at esplanade. Chilled by the bay. Had fun ah! We talked, laughed and just enj0y the breeze. 0h yeah, there were firew0rks displayed again last nite.
Wan fetched me and it had t0 rain..Haiz..But it was sweet f0r him to come all the way to esplanade to take me h0me... =)
Morning..well,actually rite n0w I'm like supp0sed to be in sc0ol..listening t0 lecture but instead here I am still in my h0use..
Can't help it la..N0n-stop cried since ytd..Had tr0ubled sleepin s0 I popped d0wn couple of pills h0pin to help me to close my eyes till m0rnin. Dis m0rnin, w0ke up with sw0llen eyes..No ch0ice, had to attend class after lunch.
Dat's it..I think ppl d0 change cos of love..Yeah,it applies t0 me.Used t0 be hardw0rkin Ain but n0w becomin more useless..Disapp0intin rite?0r acting like u care?Whatever ah..
I'm tired..Really tired..Have l0se all my energy..This is really taking a toll on me..When u left me sitting there al0ne..My mind was shut 0ff.. Could n0t think clearly..My visi0n was blurry as I was in the verge 0f tears in public..It was really painful..
Siti called me..Teman her mkn..then I had to meet nad & ayul at city hall. I didn't feel like g0in home.Went to eat. Jiko was there t0o. Tried to keep my mind 0ff from him but I kn0e i can't pretend.
Chilled at esplanade..A lot 0f ppl were there. Lookin at s0 many couples really made me feel w0rse..Bought ice-cream & c0tton candy to cheer me up a bit..
We watched the fireworks..It was fuy0oo!Haha..We really ch0se the rite spot.Haiz..I wished he was there with me.. =(
* The End *
Syg..Have I n0t done enuf for u? I've given everythin t0 u..Till there's n0thin left for me to give..No doubt u tried t0 make things work..U pick me up fr0m scool whenever u can, ask me 0ut if ur free, call 0r msg me.. I appreciate all the things u've d0ne..Maybe I've l0ved u to0 much till I forget abt myself.Prolly dat's the reas0n i feel empty inside.I really wish I c0uld say all these t0 u but each time I tried, I tend to hold back c0s I would break d0wn and cry..in the end, I d0 not say anythin.Dats the pr0b with me. I do not do 0r say things dat I'm supp0sed to, instead d0 the wrong things.Arrgghh..My soul is dead..might as well kill my b0dy..yeah mind t0o.
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